i had to stop the music just now.
i have this thing. this thing that helps me rest at night: there is a way i know that i am on the right path. this conviction lets me know that i am doing okay.
allow me to explain.
just yesterday, i watched vbs tv’s toxic garbage island for the first time. it follows three brooklyn hipster/artist/documentary makers on a three-week journey in search of the pacific ocean gyre where all the world’s debris and plastic waste come to rest. thomas, who is one of the main characters, explain that the area is twice the size of texas. or something like it.

it is pretty raw (they point out that on their journey in search of plastic morsels, all the food they are consuming will be wrapped in plastic) and at times blatantly commercial (very clear northface product placement) but mostly pretty touching. it makes you really think about all the plastic you consume. from dawn – the tupperware i use to pack my lunch in the morning, the toothpaste container i reach for to brush my teeth – to desk – keyboard, mouse, remote control, mobile phone – to dusk.
the part that irked me the most was when the captain points out how all the plastic morsels found in the sea are either in shades of blue or green. it is because the rest, the ones of red or orange hue, had been devoured by unassuming birds and fish, assuming it is of shrimp – thus edible – variety.

and then.
an earthquake, a ghana victory, a wine bottle, and a dinner later.
just began reading this article on nytimes about concord, the hometown of famed thoreau, which might become the first place in america to ban plastic bottles.
intrigued, i carry on. before coming across the below paragraph, that is:
“Mrs. Hill’s crusade began a few years ago when her grandson, then 10, told her about the so-called Pacific garbage patch, a vortex of plastic and other debris floating between California and Hawaii, thought to be twice the size of Texas.”

!!!!!!!!!!!! nytimesisreadingmymind !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know there must be some rational explanation of this – how vbs and nytimes are both fairly left-leaning media sources and bound to have a quota of plastic/garbage/recycle related article at least once every news cycle; or how because plastic island was on my mind, i had naturally gravitated towards the plastic bottle article.
but still.
whenever these serendipitous happenings occur, i am astounded by how small the world seems. a wiser person once told me that when these magical things happen, it means that you are on the right path in life.
so perhaps that is what the sentient beings are telling me. “carry on, may. you really are on the right path.”