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(soon to be) B.A.H.

just came back from a grad reception at trinity. i am not attending the actual ceremony (who schedules them for 10 a.m. on a tuesday, on a busy news week), so in a way, this was my mini tata to the institution i called home for the better half of my early twenties (okay, fine, i am still meandering through my early twenties, but anyways).

it was an odd feeling, sitting at strachan hall for perhaps the very last time, glancing over at the clock to read the beloved quote, “slow comes the hour, its passing speed how great, grabbing a glass of champagne at seeley hall for maybe one last time, confessing my forever love for dean allen (finally), catching up with (so few!) familiar faces, taking pensive (and not so pensive) shots of us out in the quad, reminiscing over quad parties, whit arounds, etc, etc, etc. all within the same walls that contained (and crushed!) so many hopes and dreams and aspirations, and vague ideas of who we are and who we’d like to be. things i thought i would never ever miss (musty tang of libraries), things i still don’t miss (sodexho food), they are all on my mind tonight.

of the few of us (i.e. 0T9), we had all done well for ourselves. more or less. gabe is master speech writer, erica is off to mcgill law school, olga is calling oxford home for a year, and the rest all in good time. it is exciting to see loved ones gathering their rosebuds while they may, but it is also slightly sad to think next year around this time, we will all be in our own corners of the world, having set sail onto uncharted territories.

on a more lucrative note, my ‘rents – as part of their piecemeal for choosing the southern californian sun over their daughter – are sending over $$$. it is sad/funny that i still think of money value in where-can-i-fly-to-with-this-amount-of-money terms (do i smell an around the world ticket i think so). i am doing just fine with my meagre (but wonderful!) journalism salary, but i am still grateful to know that should i decide to book a ticket to nepal one balmy weekend, i could do just that without worrying about diminishing funds and unfortunate scenarios involving overdraft bills and hard labour. and truly, it is these delicious thoughts of faraway places that keeps me in love with this world.

speaking of this world, i must stop mulling over days past and swooning over potential travels, and get back to my writing.

(photo courtesy of master photographer, papa jeong, hurrah family copy right!)

second sex coming

“Damn it, you wouldn’t put a nude photo of Sartre on the cover of the most famous left-wing magazine in France!” – Simone on the occasion of her naked behind being printed on the cover of Le Nouvel Observateur

A friend shared an unfortunate anecdote some time ago. It involved her ardently advancing the universal appeal of Spice Girls and how parts of our collective identity rests on the shared experience of the Wannabe hype. To her chagrin, her argument was unceremoniously crushed by some self-obsessed cafe socialite’s uttering of the following:

“For me, it’s only Simon De Beauvoir.”

Oh really.

Though I am contemptuous of stuck up snobs who praise Beauvoir blindly – and at times more for what she represents than for the weight she carried on her shoulders – she remains an iconic person in my coming of age.

Upon reading this Onion article (title says it all: women increasingly choosing dead-end careers over dead-end relationships), my mind someone finds its way back to Beauvoir and the polyamorous and liberal ties she shared with Sartre. Some argue that Simone being her own person and belonging to no one is what allowed her to travel as much as she did, write as prolifically as she did, explore ideas as freely as she did, and ultimately, to be the Simone de Beauvoir we know today.

And I sit and wonder if this is the case. But who has time for counterfactuals?

Beauvoir, breaking hearts since 1908. Alas, I missed you by a year.

beirut i love you

monday malaise comes in the form of beirut nostalgia.

abbey road monday

still working on my thesis. end seems near. i am relying on the wonders of diagrams and charts and figures to romance the page count.

big empty monday

enjoy!